day 1

i have high hope for this project. i was excited last night while making this blog. i was stayed up all night from excitement or caffeine. or both.

i wake up late. i got to the office late. not a good start.

i decided to buy galaxy fit e last night. so i check out and wait for it in excitement.

i was checking on twitter after lunch and i saw this

shoot. he was my high school friend. i check his profile, he's been inactive and just comback since yesterday.

Seno was sceptical about it in the beginning. meanwhile i'm worry to sick. i don't know what to do. we don't have suicide hotline. i only read article from Into the Light on what to do when you have suicidal friend.

i was crying when i talk to him through DMs. idk what he's been through but it feels hard. it looks awful. God know what happen. 

i was in relief when he sound better. idk if he fake it. i really hope he got better.

i would never think that far. i was "why don't you take this seriously?" later i feel his concern. its normal cause he does not know him. thats a normal reaction. i'm glad i have him.

so the case closed for now. i think i should check on him in a week, see if he really got better.

i end the day trying my new galaxy fit e by walking home. buying cilok and soto ceker for dinner. get super full. and now ready to sleep.